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Sunday, May 9th, 2004

Time:6:47 pm.
Tonight is the clinic show. Was supposed to get dolled up with Brits but turned out more cabbage-patch-type doll.
The first week off was just like a long smoking/sleeping/eating crap binge. Mmmmm... I keep having fucked up dreams. Was around Katy and Miguel for brief, awkward periods when I felt like I should have been sober.
I found some old diaries in a box and read through a little. I had forgotten how often I used to smoke, forgotten some of the people I used to hang out with. It was nice to read - I've been feeling so nostalgic lately it was nice to read all the lame things I did along with everything good.
Haven't been able to write anything, I don't understand how people use pot to get creative, it just puts me in this hungry wall-eyed stupor.
Still haven't finished Atlas Shrugged but need to so I can start the ancient Proust I got half-off at Hole in the Wall.
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Monday, January 19th, 2004

Subject:weekend itinerary, JM-style
Time:10:32 pm.
+ watching my Jacob's Ladder video in increments
+ sushi making with william
+ live jazz/funk show with Charles
+ dumpstered a huge box of veggies and another of doughnuts
+ 2 raucous parties at my place. Not my parties so I stayed in my room.
A sink drain was clogged (a shot glass fell into it) & someone vomited in the sink so it was floating around for awhile. Now the water is gone & there is a vomitty film left over. Also someone threw up on the hall carpet. My RA is coming over today for a MEETING ugh. I fucking HATE people who drink for the first time in college & act like drunk 75 pound junior high girls. If I could be drunk in my classes in high school without people noticing you can fucking take care of yourself in COLLEGE.
Today I am skipping the MLK parade in favor of grocery shopping with dad and talking to Olya.
If someone takes me to the on-campus carnival I will give you love and presents.
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Friday, December 5th, 2003

Subject:Pre-New-Year's resolutions
Time:3:08 am.
1. Learn how to eat/drink with feet, in case I ever lose my arms. (I tried before but never mastered it.)
2. Learn an important future-thing (like how to create electricity) in case I ever go back in time & have to prove I am from the future.
3. Be able to finish a crossword puzzle
4. Learn how to tell where North is without a compass in case I ever get lost.
5. Find manga that is targeted toward teenage girls (think lots of high school & physical comedy) to read.
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003

Time:1:24 am.
On the way to the march we hear the radio disparage the "handful of protesters" but as we're walking we see the lines and lines of riot cops, the procession of cop cars. The march takes a while to end because the line is so long and after being tear gassed and shot at with rubber bullets, after crowding 15 people in a van because they were being chased by cops for no reason, we get back to watch Miami's FOX news to see them "reporting" that we were throwing "smoke bombs" (read: tear gas) at the cops, that a makeshift drum was a sligshot "attatched to a bucket", that we are "anti-prosperity protestors"...we see only brief shots of the cops beating protestors & none of those bloodied by rubber bullets & hear about how the "heroic" cops had successfully protected the "magic city."
Honestly, (& I know, I'm being melodramatic) I felt more scared listening to the news than I have ever felt at a protest, no matter what the cops were doing.
The next day the cops had to be called out to defend against about 200 kids who were fucking CLAPPING AND DANCING. The kids were surrounded - so:
1. They faced arrest for being in the area
2. They were surrounded and unable to leave the area.
Anyway this is getting long. Moral = anyone who watches FOX is fucking ignorant. The news, not like...the Simpsons. Also Miami is very, very, very overrated.
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Thursday, October 9th, 2003

Time:9:38 pm.
Mosquitos, actually.
How are they getting in there?? Today I'm wearing tight pants just to be a tease.
So far the friends I've made down here are : a)not on campus b)not on campus & a long drive away c)very very preoccupied with not-Christineness.
I could hang out with JOSH but he's probably busy talking to his mom, or killing Janet Leigh at the hotel.
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Tuesday, June 25th, 2002

Time:9:56 pm.
things have been slow. i'm going to boston in two days.
someone PLEASE PLEASE confirm whether the guy on that dumb mug root beer ad [the one where the husband is like "honey, this lipstick doesnt look like your shade" etc to his wife] IS THE TOXIC AVENGER? they look exactly the same!!! weirdness.
i read geek love, and it made me feel antisocial. read it, please? it reminds me of when my dad warned me about talking with carnies, i guess the florida carnivals are more seedy than like the FAIRS up here. blah blah blah i'm talking to jt, its neat, like going through old boxes sort of.
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Saturday, May 25th, 2002

Subject:yesterday :
Time:9:03 pm.
went to becky's house with nik(k?)i and felix, who asked if he could call me 'poplar' instead of christine. "like the tree.." he got mountain dew code red in his eye and kept squinting. nikki (i'll just spell it that way i guess) was all cute and she+becky played dance dance revolution together and i mmmm tried to. becky made cucumber sushi &i ate while we watched angel sanctuary - now i have to apologize to frank because anime actually does have some really interesting characters and ideas that american stuff never covers, and it can be intelligent and not just squealy and bloody. anyway i'm going to see star wars with them on monday, haha.
later i went with brittany to roll. dont laugh. it had been a year, anyway. we went to reston town center &i fell in love with everyone and paced and acted probably more annoying than i can imagine.
i totally have a cold. dammit.
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Monday, May 20th, 2002

Time:11:48 pm.
Mood: amused.
oh! i never wrote about this weird paper i found stuck in the door a couple of weeks ago..its this big indexcard &someone wrote in black marker on it:
"-Cheddar Pinks
-Scabisoa Flower
"Butterfly Blue
"May Night" "
what is this nonsense??? thouroughly confused. ha i wish i got creepy little messages more often though. someone was totally on some serious drugs &i am jealous.
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Time:9:38 pm.
i have been so anti-internet lately.
i made this apple-asparagus-curry soup today. it was soo good &reminded me of what this one florida resturaunt used to serve in big ceramic cups (this stuff looks, admittedly, like vomit) before it closed. florida is sort of on my mind because if i live with my dad for awhile i get cheap in-state admission for college there. something to think about. there doesnt seem to be much i would miss here &the more senile my going-on-60 dad gets, the less he will pressure me on the whole jesus thing &leave me alone. last time there i mostly just a) explored towns on bike (!!!) b) cooked food and ate it with him c) watched old b&w movies with him. not bad.
ugh! when am i going to get sick of these childish attempts to fly away and start over?? i wonder if everyone else fantasizes like this? probably zoe does at least.
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Friday, May 10th, 2002

Time:2:52 pm.
hillary: you went here last year? i never saw you.
me: yes you did.
h: no, i -
me: i had a mohawk and -
h: OH! wait...that was you?

see what i mean? ughh. i feel myself growing out of certain things. i feel myself being put up against a wall by certain things. i was reading about how one of the best parts of adolescence is your ability to change.
i feel less pure in my trashtalking..there are people who do it &it is actually out of concern for this girl..not spite. its really sad. her friends are worried &she's basically told them to fuck off. why doesnt she do this to ME?? i'm the one who's actually mean to her!
i dont think plans are going to work out this weekend. i wish school would just be over already.
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Tuesday, May 7th, 2002

Time:5:34 pm.
ha! i really have turned into a naggy little librarian havent i? haha really i swear today was actually a good day.
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Time:5:28 pm.
walked to kennedey's today. didnt take nearly as long as i thought it would.
ohk..so i made up my mind to be nicer to certain people. i felt bad for circles of trashtalk that took place maybe too often (and with more and more people recently.) i felt REALLY bad when she explained some of the shit she had been doing. i was like, "ohk, maybe i overreacted.."
well i didnt. which she proved today. people who want to spend their time doing or focusing on stupid things, and people who used to be cool but have decided to be superficial, egotistical morons - i really have better ways to spend my time.
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Sunday, April 28th, 2002

Time:8:37 pm.
i went to towson this weekend because pa didnt work out. friday was just me napping &i skipped with phil+brittany, i dont know what they did at my house while they were here and i was sleeping. it really creeps me out when people are over and i'm asleep, unless theyre sleeping too..
basically i broke all my rules this weekend. so much vegan cheating and (gasp!!) pot smoking. yeah. reed+dan+i had a sort-of slumber party saturday night after a show i saw about 5 seconds of. i got to eat with zoe and melissa and i met tammy, who is an excellent-seeming girl. mandi was cute &insulted all the younger kids there and we laughed at the MOM that came with her kid and asked me to light a cigarette for her.
i felt really out of it today. josh got some food-poisoning nonsense so we didnt hangout.
i bought some neat books today &the homeless lady was sleeping at the library again.
despite being fucking EXHAUSTED, ive got some sense of accomplishment for finding better things to do than PROM. haha.
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Sunday, April 21st, 2002

Subject:this was too good
Time:9:58 pm.
cagedconscience: this always happens haha, i'll talk and then he just stops
Delysid1948: hes probably off somewhere rubbing his back against a tree or swatting at a bees nest trying to get honey
Delysid1948: hes a bear and hes going to do what bears do

haha he is such a hot bear though, right?
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Time:9:43 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
friday was alex's party at chuck e cheese. then drinking at a hotel! yessss. i didnt vomit or black out, which kicks so much ass. i felt like i gave a bad/whorry impression though. i went to bed late &so came late to the protests on saturday, big protest with some cool kids and a diverse crowd but i was disapointed with it. i got to see zoe and we went to get veggie food in takoma park.
i'm trying to talk with fodie online and he is totally ignoring me. i need more lady friends around because (no offense) all these boys are no help with this period hormone nonsense.
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Sunday, April 14th, 2002

Time:4:52 pm.
Mood: moody.
i feel really down today. weird, right? i want to go outside but i'm tired as hell.
i had lots of fun on friday. ha except for all that walking! me+josh walked from the station to smash to the mall to the station to smash to the liquor store hahaha. probably more in between.
i might be going to pa in 2 weeks for the casuaties/global threat show. &then theres the protests in a week, and the axiom show (where i can propose to mike, ha) and teach-ins and things. i need to shake off this emo nonsense.
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Sunday, April 7th, 2002

Time:9:02 pm.
strange weekend shannanigans. friday me+rio+josh rode around on the metro &went the wrong places. i dropped off clothes at jason's show. we convinced them to let us in for $2.50 (more than it was worth anyway.) i saw kate's new makeover! hahahha.
saturday was a sleepover at my house! we all (rio, josh, zoe, brittany) went to the sunflower, then found some alcohol &drank at my house, watched scary movies. josh threw up (i did this morning...why did it take so long?)
so basically i get this call from john this morning accusing me of slashing his tire, egging his car, ruining his locks...all sorts of things. hmmmm HAHAHA. threatened to call the police then fuck up brittany's car. he is such an ass.
the other night there was this guy passed out on the metro floor. the metro workers were asking his friends like, "is it drugs? is he drunk?" &his lady friend was like, "no, no, he's just uh retarded." haha. ssssslick.
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Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002

Time:4:46 pm.
Mood: sick.
got drunk with some boys last weekend. josh threw up like a fish (AGHAGHAGH), i passed out &people took my pulse. i'm so sick right now, i keep coughing my ass off.
next weekend is two shows &drinking (hopefully in moderation?) but i'm trying to focus on SCHOOL vomit. 3 projects due. i am totally failing.
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Thursday, March 28th, 2002

Subject:get off the internet...i'll meet you in the street
Time:11:29 pm.
Mood: optimistic.
ugh i hoped i wouldnt be on the internet at ALL over spring break. gross.
went to see the virus (wish i'd gotten drunker.) josh (joey's friend) was there, gave me some fruity alcohol thing which was goood. saw ashley&sarah, haha it was cute. ashley was like "heyyyy christine!" hugging me, then like hanging on for support. on the metro ride home, this guy (jake?) from the rel-x show was talking to me &brittany about his fiance &how "all punk girls are the same."
went to towson the other night, slept in the hip creep-core yellow squathouse where theres mystery blood all over the floor. (how long did brittany&i spend cackling over DWARVES??) we took zoe back to va with us! yessss. no more obsessive towson habit for me.
i talked to josh the other night &we planned on drinking tomorrow night. dont know if its going to happen, hopefully he'll call. but ive still got alot of my cheap mmm vodka haha.
dana: "ITS RAINING MEN." hahaha its about fucking time.
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Sunday, March 24th, 2002

Time:1:43 am.

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